Friday, June 1, 2007
Im sooooooooooooooo broken hearted yeah?... I mean like I finally actually fall in love and i have to wait till im 20 to start datin!...(orders from above)... sheesh. I have no idea wat to do. my fantasy life is fallin apart. the walls of illusions that i created since young to delude myself. gone! wahhhhhhhhhh.avril is nice. but shes rather high. my blogs a mess. i thot im finally seein things brighter and then i plunge back to square one gain yeah?... im turnin to afreak yeah. damn reality... i spent my whole life livin in illusions to escape from goddamned reality and now my onli defence is broken! Im sooooooooooo dead. im a goner.... waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!... ... ... ... enuff with this emo bullshit. time to rebuild that wall. see ya!
~Lets turn this up a notch~